Saturday, February 11, 2012

Happiness is a give and take scenario.
The overwhelming happpiness i felt in the past, now reading back our mails, they have suddenly changed from honey and candys to what feel like knives and needles, twisting my heart.
I miss you so bad.
But everything has changed so much. I dont even know why.
Im not sure if you even realised it..
But i want it back..
the same feeling. Light and happy, no worries. No troubles. No miscommunication. No cold feelings.
Eternity ♥ 2/11/2012 11:51:00 PM link to post

Confused. Pain.
Relationshipis always like this.
10% sweetness + 50% pain and bitterness. The other 40%, i have not figure out what it is. I hope it is happiness. Or maybe it's just despair.

Sometimes relationships really cuts. And it is forever the most mysterous and magical thing of all. Love. It can turn strangers into such close.. couples. And yet, it could also take away all that closeness in a single second.

Damn it.
I FEEL LIKE I BARELY KNOW YOU ANYMORE!
i feel like i'm losing you slowly.. bit by bit. Or rather, i'm slowly losing myself. Losing my mind. Losing my heart. Losing my soul.

Fuck. i sound like a freaking stupid and emotional girl which i definitely am not. I know this way of thinking is really childish. I know there may be a lot of things going on. And i am certain that compared to all that work, all that burdens, feelings may really seem insignificant. My feelings may seem insignificant. Or even too childish to even talk about.
But i cant help it. Damn it. I cannot. Like a kid. I feel neglected. I hate those changes. Hate it when you are not around. Hate it when i cannot see you every second. Hate it when i cannot touch you whenever i want. At least not now.

Thinking about the past, the more happiness ive managed to collect resulted in the large number of unhappiness i am having now. I miss you. But it seem so damn stupid to say this. So kid. But i am not going to change. I never will. I just want to be me. And this is me.

Damn it. I freaking hate this.

Sometimes i just want to drop everything.
Sometimes i wish you could drop everything
Drop that heavy burden
Drop that serious thinking
Drop all those worries
And just enjoy
Enjoy life. Be happy. With me.

I know it's hard. But i wish you could just try. Cause sometimes it really pains me. To see you so.. serious, so adult and so.. unhappy. And there's nothing i could do about it. I'm seriously losing this. I think i'm just hopelessly romantic. Thinking about the impossible, impractical dreams.
but that is really just all i want.

Eternity ♥ 2/11/2012 09:29:00 PM link to post

Sunday, January 29, 2012
Everything changes

It seems to me that nothing will remain unchange. No matter how we will it to remain constant. No matter how hard we tried in vain.
In the end, it's still the same.

Everything takes the natural course. The course that time has created. Slowly, fading away everything. Or perhaps, it's just the truth, the reality.

I no longer know anything. I know not what to say, what to do, what to think. Where to put my faith and hope in. How to put them. Or should i even naively have this hope. This absurd dream.

Maybe i am just too naive. Or too stupid. To believe in things i shouldn't. To have faith in things that are impossible. And refusing to give up even when the cruel reality lies so bloodily obvious in front of me.

I may fall. And i may get back on my feet again.

However, i am beginning to doubt if i should. I'm beginning to doubt my faith. My belief. My everything. I'm beginning to have this dangerous doubt.. about everything. If it is worth. If it was right. If.. it will last. If it is strong enough to last.

I know it's wrong to doubt. Or maybe it is not. I simply just feel guilty about thinking it at all. But how could i not think about it that way?
I am not that strong. Maybe no one is.

What should i do.
Eternity ♥ 1/29/2012 02:38:00 PM link to post

Saturday, January 21, 2012
Speechless situation

Sometimes it's quite useless to talk to someone who just simply do not understand.

B: it's time for dinner, come and eat
A: I've eaten a late lunch and ate a lot as well so i'm still bloated. You guys eat first.

After a minute or two

B: come and eat dinner
A: I'm still bloated. You eat first.

B: come and eat first, later the food will be cold
A: I'm still bloated, i can't eat

B: Come and eat first. After dinner, go rest for a while and you won't be bloated anymore

WTH.
Simply speechless
Eternity ♥ 1/21/2012 07:07:00 PM link to post

Friday, January 20, 2012

sometimes people just don't get what their heart truly want.

Sometimes life is just like this

Fooling us all

watching us pain

But perhaps this is also a way in which life makes us mature.

What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

Missings.

I hate it

Eternity ♥ 1/20/2012 11:33:00 AM link to post

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Honey i love you so so so much>.<
I want all my memory and my whole life to be filled with you you you:)
I don't want any second without you.
MY HONEY:)
I love you..
PS: you look incredibly hot and cute now>.<

Eternity ♥ 5/15/2011 01:49:00 PM link to post

Saturday, July 18, 2009

白痴綁架信(白痴中的極品阿)

親愛的ｘ先生：
或許你會奇怪，這次兒子怎麼混成這樣，三天沒回家了，
跟你說喔， 你的兒子在我手上，請盡快的準備100萬給我，
或者你還有的話，就能不能再給多一點，我也會很高興。
至於你的兒子我沒有欺負他，
他叫我在信上再寫說他其實比較喜歡我這個大哥哥，
他說你禿頭又很機車，玩具都不買給他。
我幫你兒子買了幾個變形金剛，還送他一部腳踏車，這些很貴，
除了原來的贖金之外，
我希望你再多付買這些東西的5000零48元給我。
可是我想雖然你兒子不喜歡你，
作為一個爸爸你還是要愛護你的兒子，這才是做人做事的道理，
所以你還是應該要把小孩贖回去。如果你給了我100萬，
我就會放了你兒子，可是如果你不給，那我也不知道要怎麼辦，
所以拜託你一定要給錢給我。
寫到這裡，你兒子叫我一定要分段，我教育程度不高，不太懂，
你兒子還罵我是白痴，我很生氣，想打他，可是又打不過他。
你兒子花我太多錢了，還說不打算回去，這個小孩很可怕，
才十歲耶，會不會是你教育方式不確，ｘ先生，
以後須要多注意好嗎？
對了都離題了，ｘ先生，我想說的事，
那贖款你準備好就請用電話聯絡我，我夜間的電話是2XXXoXXX，
要是找不到，可以打我手機，我手機號碼是09X9-xxxoxx，
或是直接到我家樓下按個鈴，
我的地址是X X 縣XX 路X 段X 巷 X 號X樓。我會親自下來拿錢，
然後把小孩還給 你。
好了，我也不知道要寫些什麼了，因為我跟你又不熟，
沒有很多話好聊，那麼，在此祝你福如東海壽比南山吧！
就這樣，再見！

Eternity ♥ 7/18/2009 08:54:00 PM link to post

Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Top 5 most distant horoscopes. Are YOU one of them?

The Top 5 horoscopes which are hard to get close.
Quite interesting. Check it out.

Starting from the 5th one...


5、双鱼座
和双鱼座难以走近是因为双鱼座无法带你再走得更近了。他们对自己都难以捉摸，带着你更难保不“误入迷途”。

但是双鱼座绝对是最容易和你敞开心扉的星座了。

不过，不容易的是，敞开以后你看到了什么，看到了以后你又知道了什么？——好像什么都看到了，却不知道到底知道了些什么呢？

他们就连矛盾的意思都表达得很明显，以至于，还是不知道矛盾问题在哪里？

也许最后发现，他们对谁都是这样的“处处留情”同时“处处不留意”着。





4、水瓶座
　　由于水瓶座是个比较独立的星座，心思也比较奇怪和多样化，所以要想完全走近他的心灵世界也够辛苦的。

就连两个水瓶在一起都未必能进行亲密沟通（比如肢体眼神和语言）。

因为水瓶不大善于表达感情，对感情的事情也不太重视，你要是强迫地追问，他还会避开甚至推开你。

即使表达爱意，也绝不有一点肉麻。因此，和水瓶在一起，要多多享受少少追究。





3、处女座

　　很容易联想到的是她的洁癖。

没错，生活上她的洁癖显而易见，但是心理上的洁癖也一样把人“滤”得够呛。

倒不是她在苛求一个和她一样洁癖的人，而是她对细节的要求影响了两人感情的进展和大方面的步骤。

这就让人抓狂了——和处女座在一起，尽管享受到她对你的百般悉心照顾，还是觉得要放开心畅快地互相体贴理解，太难太麻烦了。





2、双子座

　　那个天天和你粘在一起处处纠缠着你的双子座？

呵呵，正因为这样，他/她兴趣消失的时候也走的更远。

双子座属于害羞的孩子星座，所以刚开始密切交往的时候你会觉得慢慢在接受他，保护他，但是却总是难以了解他多变的一面。也拿捏不定他的心里在想什么。

而再深刻的情侣关系，之间再浪漫，总是会发现这一切都是双双们给你的“小用心”的惊喜，而不出自共同的情怀。





1、天秤座

　　天秤座算是属于比较爱交朋友的星座，那奇怪怎么会排在第一位？

还是因为风向的天秤座重用“大脑”而轻用“心灵”?

他/她自然可以和你一见如故话语投机甚至成百年之交，但是他/她也可以和很多人达成“共识”。

交往的本能演变成一种人际手段，那么心灵的真感觉和新鲜的沟通方式，就很少有了。

你永远觉得他/她和你有一个固定的距离，就是走不近.
Eternity ♥ 6/30/2009 09:36:00 PM link to post

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Check this out!! Fun! Try it out too!!! What the people of these horoscopes will say when you type out the 我爱你！

　　白羊座：

　　路人说：我爱你
　　白羊座：哈哈哈
　　路人说：我好爱好爱你
　　白羊座：你去撞墙吧哈哈哈

　　金牛座：

　　路人说：我爱你
　　金牛座：神经
　　路人说：是真的
　　金牛座：神经
　　路人说：是真的很爱你
　　金牛座：好好好那我也好爱你，爱死了爱死了....可以别吵我了吧...

　　双子座：

　　路人说：我爱你
　　双子座：你打错了吧
　　路人说：没错！我！爱！你！每个字都对
　　双子座：那我知道了。你！是！变！态！没错吧？

　　巨蟹座：

　　路人说：我爱你
　　巨蟹座：我吃过饭了
　　路人说：啊？

　　狮子座：

　　路人说：我爱你
　　狮子座：乱说什么
　　路人说：我爱你呀
　　狮子座：喔 （过了一会儿...）
　　路人说：喂喂
　　狮子座：干嘛？
　　路人说：我爱你啦！
　　狮子座：我知道啊！
　　路人说：喔！

　　处女座：

　　路人说：我爱你
　　处女座：不要开玩笑

　　天秤座：

　　路人说：我爱你！
　　天秤座：我知道。
　　路人说：为什么知道？
　　天秤座：因为你是第89个对我说这句话的人。

　　天蝎座：

　　路人说：我爱你！
　　天蝎座：我生前都没人跟我说过这句话
　　路人说：....对不起...打扰了....

　　射手座：

　　路人说：我爱你！
　　射手座：为什么？
　　路人说：如果我找到出爱你的原因，我早就找到理由不爱你了！
　　射手座：你的盲目令我困惑，难道你还不明白我们之间是不可能的吗？

　　摩羯座：

　　路人说：我爱你！
　　摩羯座：我揍你 ！

　　水瓶座：

　　路人说：我爱你 ！
　　水瓶座：你想不想兼差赚一点钱，现在有一个好机会，有没有兴趣听听？
　　路人说：没有兴趣．
　　水瓶座：这不是老鼠会，也不是什么传销，但保证可以让你月入数十万...
　　路人说：去死吧你！
　　水瓶座：相信我，机会是留给懂得珍惜的人...
　　路人说：真是够了！

　　双鱼座：

　　路人说：我爱你！
　　双鱼座：你是谁？
　　路人说：我是一个很爱你的人。
　　双鱼座：我认识你吗？
　　路人说：认不认识并不重要，重要的是我爱你。
　　双鱼座：你不要耍我,你到底是谁？
　　路人说：嘿嘿嘿..
　　双鱼座：喂喂喂..不要耍我！

haha.. i got go test test!!

A lot people didn't reply....

Some did... But different thing...

So not accurate de... But fun lah! Hahahaha...

Very humurous. Besides the pisces and virgo. Their reply too serious le. I mean in this horoscope reply. In real life, virgo won't be like that de!! Like my kor is not like that. He ask if i got fever. Why i so abnormal...== So it varies from people lah.

Haha.. next time i try on Aquarius people. see if they will really change topic. Most likely no bah. From the case of my cousin to say first... Or maybe they will blush. Haha!! Nice nice!

Then i got some scoldings from some people... say i lame== Fun mah... No life de... no humour...

Eternity ♥ 5/13/2009 08:58:00 PM link to post